Saturday, 28 February 2009

Once Upon A Broken Heart Inspiration ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/ with Berry's pic (or somewhere close to her)


The picture of Berry,but her hair is a bit longer at one side almost covering one eye,she wears glasses and basicly is a 21 year-old that looks like 16 year-old.And no,she doesn't wear a maids dress,or uses katana. Actually,she can't use either katana or stuff or things like that (doesn't know how to).

THE BEU SISTERS
"Once Upon A Broken Heart"
Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end
And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I
Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
'Cause this is the way a broken heart heals
And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Once Upon A Broken Heart 7 ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/

It was over an hour since they left the bath. Gojyo sat on Hakkai's bed still in his yukata because all his stuff was in the room next door. In the room he couldn't get into. At some point when the other three guys left the room he could swear he heard sobbing from the other side of the wooden wall.

'$hit...' Gojyo thought 'Don't cry... just don't cry. I already feel like an ass. Damn it. I'm not the kind of guy who doesn't understand "no" from a girl.'

"How is it?" Hakkai inquired entering their room followed by the other two guys. Just as he asked a question a muffled weep reached their ears. "Not so good,huh?"

"Nope."

They sat down for a moment quietly no one really knowing what to say. Suddenly the door opened slightly but not enough to reveal the person behind it and something has been thrown into the room, sliding on the wooden dirty floor while the door were shot. They heard footsteps on the corridor and then the door to the next room slamming. Hakkai approached the package and untied the ends of the blanket which served as a wrapper. He carried the package and placed it next to Gojyo.

"Well, at least you have your clothes back." Hakkai smiled warily trying to somehow cheer up his friend "Everything folded so neatly. I would never have guessed Berry-san had it in her. Your cigarettes and the towel. Oh! Even a pillow and an extra blanket."

Gojyo didn't move. He just gave the package a death glare. Now he was even deprived of an excuse to go and demand his things. Finally he got up and changed into his own clothes and took an open package of cigarettes that he hadn't touched yet as far as he remembered from the heap of things Sotona had thrown into their room.

'She must have run out of smokes.' he thought remembering she didn't like this brand 'That desperate?' he sneered earning odd looks from the other men.

Gojyo went to the door and was just leaving when Goku spoke.

"She's not going to let you in."

"I know." Gojyo whispered closing the door behind him.

The red-head stared for some time at the door to the room, where Sotona locked herself up before, knocking softly.

"Berry? Can I come in?" he pressed the handle.

'Yup. Locked.' he thought leaning one shoulder against the wooden surface.

"Listen, sweets... sorry... didn't mean to hurt you..."he went silent for a moment "Goodnight,babe. Sweet dreams."

Gojyo almost fell when the door slightly gave in. Sotona peeked through the crack between the door and the door frame. Her visible eye was very puffy and red. As he propped himself looking at her surprised she opened the door a bit more gripping the door tightly.

"Sorry... for... slapping you." she mumbled, her gaze fixed on his jacket.

He completely didn't expect her to open the door, not to mention apologize. He stopped himself from leaning to her, in case she decided to slam the door in his face. Or on his face. Her bare feet caught his attention.

"You'll catch a cold if you stand here like that. I got your zori in the other room. Want me to get them?"

She closed the yukata around her more tightly.

"Guess boots... don't really go along with yukatas... do they?" she gave a weak smile finally glancing at his face.

He pushed the door open and she stepped back letting him in. Gojyo closed the door locking it at the same time and swept her of her feet. She gasped clinging to his jacket. He dropped her on the bed and leaned down kissing her while taking off his boots.


***

The couple lay exhausted on the bed, Gojyo pulling a blanket over his and Berry's body. It's been three hours and none of the guys came to look for him. Then again they made so much noise, or rather Sotona did thanks to him, the whole inn must've heard them.

"Sanzo is going to shoot us tomorrow for not letting him sleep." Berry smirked kissing Gojyo's arm before lying her head back on it.

"Sure will, sweets. Sure will."

All that happened that day took a great toll on both their minds and bodies. Soon, the room was filled with slow rhythmic breathing indicating sleep.


"Tonight I'm so alone
This sorrow takes ahold
Don't leave me here so cold
Never want to be so cold
Your touch used to be so kind
Your touch used to give me life
I've waited all this time, I've wasted so much time
Don't leave me alone
Cause I barely see at all
Don't leave me alone, I'm
[Chorus:]
falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Dreaming of the way it used to be
Can you hear me falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Falling inside falling inside the black
You were my source of strength
I've traded everything
That I love for this one thing
Stranded in the offering
Don't leave me here like this
Can't hear me scream from the abyss
And now I wish for you my desire
Don't leave me alone cause I barely see at all"
"Falling Inside The Black"
SKILLET


The lyrics fit how Berry feels. It will take time to explain all the complecity of Sotona's character but I hope to do my best so that you guys understand.

P.S. I'm also in a middle of writing a lemon for this story. Anyone care to read it when I finish it?

Friday, 27 February 2009

Once Upon A Broken Heart 6 ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/

Sotona was sat alone in the room waiting for the inn lady to come and take her to the baths. Gojyo went to join the guys. Berry ran up to the door holding the bathing utensils with one hand when she heard a soft knock on the door. Outside stood the woman wearing a yukata in the same lavender hue smiling at the girl.

"Ready?"

"Yes,ma'am. Once again thank you."

"It's nothing."

Both women chatted all the way to the baths and inside. They were alone so Sotona felt less embarrassed.

"There we go." the inn lady said as they both were now clean and got rid of all the soap from them. Berry noted that although the woman took a towel, she didn't wrap it around herself,so Sotona followed her actions.

Berry toed off her zori of her feet like Sumire,the inn lady did,lay her towel on the edge of the steaming pond and slowly stepped into the water. She went in deeper and sat on one of the stone shelves. The warmth washed over the girl as the water reached barely above her breasts.

"Come in deeper." Sumire encouraged.

"Thank you but that's deep enough for me. " Sotona laughed shaking her head.

Just as Berry was beginning to relax she heard some shouting from where she and the other woman came,so she looked over her shoulder. That's when her heart sank and albeit the hot water warming up her body Berry turned deathly pale. Next to the entrance the both women came out were another door... and the voices were all too familiar. She sat there petrified as Gojyo, Goku and Hakkai emerged running into the pond followed by Sanzo strolling behind. The priest was also the only one that had a towel around his hips. Only when the men jumped into the water did they noticed the two women. Berry covered her chest with her arms and crossed her legs tightly.

"You didn't say it was a co-ed bath!!!" Berry yelled.

"I didn't?"

"No!!!" Sotona cried her face reaching the deepest shade of red possible.

"Oh, sorry. I must've forgot." the lady chuckled.

Berry was seriously trying to think of a way out of this situation. She couldn't go to get her towel. It was too far away and she'd have to emerge out of the water. But she couldn't go deeper into the water too. Truth be told... Sotona was afraid of water reservoirs larger than a bathtub. Just getting into that pond took all the courage she had. Going deeper was impossible. She was stuck.

"Gojyo!" she yelled "Hand me a towel." she leaned forward so that her front was under water to her neck and pointed at her towel on the edge of the pond.

The red head looked from her to the towel and then back grinning widely and approached her.

"No." he said.

Berry looked from Goku to Sanzo, Hakkai then back to Gojyo raising an eyebrow.

"You want me to get it myself?"

"How about you go in deeper. Then you won't need a towel." Gojyo smirked grabbing her wrist.

"No!"

"Oh, come on." he laughed.

"No! Stop it!" she started struggling as he tried to pull her in.

Finally she snapped.

"STOP!!!" she half cried, half yelled slapping Gojyo hard across the face with her free hand making him let her go.

"Shut up."

Berry turned around with tears in her eyes to Sanzo who was standing at the edge of the pond and he threw her towel at her. She wrapped the wet towel which landed in the water beside her around her body and scrambled out of the pond to where she left her yukata and then to her room. She forgot about her zori at the edge of the pond and about the wet towel she threw onto the floor when she reached her yukata. She run up to the room, locked the door and lay on the bed curling up and sobbing.

After few minutes there was a knock on he door.

"Berry? Berry are you okay?"

'Gojyo.' the girl thought tensing.

"Berry?!"

"Go away!" she yelled choking at her own tears.

"Berry!" the red-head was now shouting and pounding his fist at the door.

"Shhh..." she heard Hakkai's calming voice " You'll disturb the neighbours."

"But she won't open."

"Let me try,Gojyo."

"Good luck."

There was some shuffling behind the door followed by a soft knock on the door.

"Berry-san? Are you alright?"

Silence.

"Could you please let me in? It's hard to talk through the door like that."

Still nothing.

"I'm sorry if we scared you. We didn't mean to embarrass you, too. Gojyo just wanted to play. You know how he is."

Hakkai was waiting a bit for some kind of response but received none.

"When you'll calm down, please open the door."

She heard the door to a neighbouring room being opened and shot and she pressed her face to the pillow.

'I'm sorry... God only knows how sorry I am for slapping you,Gojyo. Why couldn't you just let go? I know I did many wrongs... but why do I have to be punished like this?!? Not only did Gojyo saw my personal weakness... now, he also saw another one... Back at home no one would have fought of entering a pond... He probably hates me now... He probably thinks I'm a coward and won't want to have anything to do with me, such weak and stupid girl... That was really a rotten day. First I woke up with this annoying craving and I had to fight it all the time, I got lost and now this. All I need to finish that "perfect" day is those disgusting bugs to fly in.' she turned her head to the window to make sure it was closed and faced the wall again. 'It's not my fault I'm scared of butterflies and moths. How can anyone like them? They're sooo disgusting.' she hugged her knees curling up as much as possible and sobbed repeating in her mind over and over again: 'I'm pathetic. I'm worthless*'



* One of meanings of "Belial" is "worthless";the other is "Lord of Arrogance" or "Lord of Pride". Sotona insists on people using her nickname "Berry" rather than her first name,Belial, because it makes her feel like they think she's worthless.

Once Upon A Broken Heart 5 ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/

"That's so good." Goku said almost finishing dinner.

Berry smiled sipping her beer and looking as Goku and Gojyo fought for the food that was still left.

"Would you like anything else?" the woman from before came up to them.

"No,thank you. We're fine. Everything was delicious." Hakkai answered smiling to her.

"I've put your yukata on one of the beds in the double room. the woman said smiling to Berry.

"T-thank you." Sotona stuttered blushing and looking down on her beer.

The woman looked surprised, her expression wondering if she said something wrong.

"It's Berry-san's first time in hot springs." Hakkai explained.

"Really? Oh that's right, you're a foreigner."

Berry kept her gaze on her glass playing with one hand with her hair at the back of her head.

"Maybe you'd like me to go with you?" the woman offered "I'll finish with the dishes in about half-an-hour and come for you,okay?"

"Oh,thank you so much." Berry smiled brightly at the woman taking her hands in hers and nodding feverishly. Goku and Gojyo burst out laughing and Berry hit each of them on the head.

"Shut up!"

Finally Goku and Gojyo finished the last bits of food and Sanzo stood up others following him. After a bit of arguing, promising and pleading Sanzo agreed for Gojyo and Sotona to share a room for one night.

"If you get her pregnant, I'll shoot you." Sanzo threatened Gojyo as the latter one went to get Berry's backpack from the neighbouring room.

Sotona entered their room and approached one of the beds on which lied a lavender yukata, bathing utensils and a pair of zori (flip-flops's).

"You have to change into the yukata first."

Berry turned to Gojyo who just locked the door behind him and approached the second bed with a brown yukata on it. She nodded and stood up taking of her sweater. When she glanced at the man sitting on the bed and staring intensely at her, her cheeks became cheery red. True, he already saw her naked but still she felt a bit embarrassed by this little striptease she was doing in front of him. She could swear she saw lust in his eyes and blushed even more feeling her panties becoming slightly moisture. She threw the sweater on the bed and put her glasses on the bedside table. She quickly took off her blouse, under shirt, boots and slid off her jeans. Suddenly she felt a pair of warm hands tracing up and down her body and forcing her to lean on a broad naked chest behind her.

"Gojyo..." Sotona gasped as a pair of wet lips started nibbing and licking at her soft-spot. "Gojyo...don't...you'll leave marks..."

She felt him smirking against her skin and then bite softly sucking and teasing her with the tip of his tongue. She reached back grabbing a handful of his hair and pulled his head away from her neck.

"Tsk,tsk,tsk. Such a naughty boy."

He turned her around making her let go of his hair, one hand swiftly unclasping her bra, the second massaging her hips pulling off her panties.

Once Upon A Broken Heart 4 ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/

The group finally reached the inn. It was a medium size wooden building almost on the outskirts of the town.

"We'll lend you some yukata's and you can take a bath before dinner." the woman smiled approaching the inn.

"Ready for your first hot springs,Berry? Berry?" Gojyo turned around with the bags he was caring and almost dropped them. The girl wasn't there. "Berry?! $hit!"

"What's wrong,Gojyo?" Hakkai asked turning around to his friend. "Where's Berry-san?"

"She was right behind me a moment ago! Berry?!?" the red-head called trying to spot her in the current of people on the street. Gojyo handed the bags to Goku.

"I'm going to look for her."

"Wait. I'll go with you."Hakkai said handing his bag to Sanzo not caring about the glare he received from the priest.

"The idiot just had to go and get her lousy ass lost."the blond man spat struggling with the bag to light a cigarette.


***


Berry darted in the direction the group must have gone calling her friends names.

'No,no,no! Please...please don't leave me... please don't leave me alone...'

After a few minutes she knew it was worthless. They must've made a turn somewhere. Berry stood at the side of the street,her eyes filled with tears. More than anything she was afraid of being abounded. She lit up a cigarette while her hands shook madly.

'Keep cool...keep cool...there's nothing to worry about... they'll notice in a moment and will look for you... don't be stupid... worrying about such a stupid thing... a twenty-year-old acting like a little child...' she kept repeating to herself as she made her way to the main square where they met Yumi-chan and her mother. She sat on the edge of a fountain in the middle of the square hugging the backpack on her knees.

'What if Sanzo says to just leave me behind? He probably says I'm an idiot... that I cause them trouble... but I wish they'd just find me and for him to say "Next time you pull a stunt like that and we're leaving without you." annoyed... I wish he'd do that now.'

By now tears were running freely down Sotona's cheeks as she covered her face with her hands hiding her swollen, beat red face and sobbing loudly.

'I could find a deserted alley and find them using mu powers... but Goku would immediately notice... he'd start asking questions I don't want them to know the answers for...they'd hate me... they'd loathe me...'

She hated the sick feeling in her stomach and the way her heart, which by now was racing like she'd run a marathon, ached. She hoped for it to simply shutter so that she wouldn't have to feel that pain. Then she heard a loud squeaky "kyuu" two meters above her head. As she was about to straighten up and look what it was a pair of strong arms embraced her pulling her to her feet knocking the backpack to the ground.

"Silly thing! You scared the $hit out of us. Don't go disappearing like that on us!" Gojyo looked down at her and tensed as she clung to him for dear life.

"Berry-san, what happened?" Hakkai inquired.

"Babe,what's wrong? Did someone hurt you?"

The girl shook her head against Gojyo's chest, her sobs turning into quiet whimpers.

"I-I'm all right..." she said slightly backing away whipping her face with her hands keeping her head down. Sotona picked up her backpack and Gojyo took her free hand in his holding it tightly.


***

"Berry!" Goku run up to Sotona and hugged her lifting her up a bit. She embraced Goku's neck hugging back as she looked up at Sanzo.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't do that again." Sanzo said simply. He lost the mood to scold her after seeing her blood-shot swollen face with still watery eyes.

"The dinner is in 5 minutes." cheered Goku pulling Sotona behind him.

"I'll just wash my face and be right down" she smiled at the boy going to the door that she guessed led to a bathroom.

Before turning on the water Berry heard the door being opened and shut. She looked at her reflection in the mirror above the sink as she splashed cold water on her face.

"I look so pathetic that even Sanzo didn't feel like yelling at me." she chuckled miserably to herself drying her face with a towel.

She went back to the room to put some lip gloss on her lips. Not that it would help much but still. She stopped dead in her tracks when she saw Gojyo leaning next to the bathroom door.

" You all right?"

"Yeah." she answered putting on her fake smile.

"Are you sure?" he kept on stepping in front of her, blocking her way. He looked down on her, his eyes very serious and almost angry.

"Gojyo..."

He put his around her rubbing her back and leaning down. He lightly brushed her lips with his and kept them only millimetres from hers. She licked his bottom lip warily her eyes never leaving his. The red-head crushed his lips at hers roughly thrusting his tongue into her mouth pushing her onto the wall. She tried to fight back while wrapping her arms around his neck. One of his hands aggressively rubbed her side pushing up her blouse as the other went to her thigh wrapping her leg around his waits. He traced the inside of her mouth as she started teasing the bottom of his tongue with the tip of hers, earning a deep moan from the man. The image of him f**king her right there and then crossed her mind and she turned her head to the side braking the kiss and gasping for air.

"Gojyo..."

"Why were you crying?" his voice was muffled as he nibbed her neck."You thought we would leave you behind?" he continued seeing her silent."You did, didn't you?" Gojyo straightened up looking at her seriously but she refused to meet his gaze. His hand left her thigh causing her leg to drop back on the floor and he took her chin forcing her to face him. With this she kept her eyes on his jacket.

"People... are afraid of... darkness... blood... I... I'm afraid... of being... abounded..." she glanced at his face and then lowered her gaze once more.

Gojyo slammed his hands on each side of her caging her and leaned down with one eyebrow raised.

"You know what? The priest is right. You really are stupid." he snorted looking around and then back at her. "Idiot. Even if you want to leave, I won't let you. Got that?"

He pulled her against his chest and leaned his chin on her head.

"Forget the fear it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back
And turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me"
"Unbreakable" by Fireflight

Once Upon A Broken Heart 3 ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/

"Hakkai? When will we get to the next town? I'm-"

"HUNGRY! Yes,we know,Goku! Hakkai and Hakuryuu are doing their best!" Sotona yelled crossing her arms on her chest and staring at the road,or rather no-road Hakkai was driving.

She was irritated since she woke up this morning and refused to talk to anyone. Even Hakuryuu was brushed off harshly when he tried to cuddle to her. They already learned she had her mood swings but it was never that bad or lasted so long.

"Sanzo,could you take out the map? I'd like to look at it." said Hakkai avoiding looking in the rear mirror. "Sanzo,we have about four hours to the next town. We better stay there overnight. Next one will be in about three days." Hakkai said handing Sanzo back the map. "However, I have some good news." he smiled looking into the rear mirror. In the back both Goku and Gojyo tried to keep as much distance as possible from the fuming girl. "The town is famous of it's hot springs!" Hakkai's voice was as cheerful as possible though he could swear that right now Sotona could easily massacre 100+ youkai in a blink of an eye.

'Maybe that would cool her off' Hakkai thought.

"Hot springs?" Sotona's raised an eyebrow "you mean those places where you first wash yourself and then dip in a pool of hot water with other people?"

"Yes. You have never been to hot springs,Berry-san?"

"No."

"Well then,you'll have an opportunity!" Hakkai smiled but then something surprised him "Berry-san?...Why are you blushing?"

Gojyo and Goku now turned to Sotona looking at her face.

"It's nothing..." she mumbled "Just that... the idea of bathing with others feels...awkward..."

For a minute they all looked dumb folded until finally a salve of laughter erupted. Sotona glared at them and both Gojyo and Goku earned a hit on the head while Berry's cheeks were tainted crimson.

"Don't laugh idiots! Where I come from you don't take bath with others! Well...sometimes with a lover or a husband,but still!"

"Not even your parents?"

"No, Hakkai. A child is bathed by the parents and when it's old enough it does it itself."

"Strange."

"Not strange. Every culture has it's own specifications." She pouted and refused to talk to either Goku or Gojyo though they were eager trying to get her into a conversation about her home.


>> Fast Forward,few hours later.


The little town also serving as a health resort was quite charming. Sotona especially liked the trees with some fruits still on them. Hakkai along with Berry and Gojyo went to the market to get the supplies while Sanzo and Goku looked for an inn. The market place was pretty busy. As Berry and Gojyo followed Hakkai's lead,Sotona felt something bump into her. She looked down and saw a little girl about seven years old. She was wearing a sun dress in a vivid orange colour with delicate green petal pattern on it. Her hair reaching her little shoulders was the same sienna hue as Sotona's and her eyes were grey and a bit panicked. As Sotona noted that,a woman reached the little girl and said:

"Yumi-chan! Apologize to the lady."

"Oh,it's nothing."Berry said to the mother smiling "No harm done."

Just then Sanzo and Goku came up to their friends.

"Everything s full."Sanzo said plainly lighting a cigarette and glancing at Yumi-chan who was staring at him. When his gaze fell upon her she quickly hid behind her mother clutching to the woman's dress.

"Excuse me,are you looking for rooms?" the woman asked Sotona who was the nearest to her.

"Looks like we are."

"Our place should still have vacancies. It's not in the centre but..."

"Lead."Sanzo said simply.

The woman weaved her way through the crowd with Sanzo ikkou close behind her. Sotona was closing the "procession" right behind Gojyo. Suddenly a man passing her caught her attention. He had silver hair tied in a braid and was wearing a black trench coat not suiting the warm time of the year. When his icy blue eyes met Berry's she shuddered but he disappeared. Not wanting to get lost Sotona looked to where Gojyo's back was a few seconds ago. But she was alone in the mass of people.

Once Upon A Broken Heart 2 ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/

>>Few hours ealier.

The sun was shining brightly as the group of five people in a jeep crossed the forest. The smell of trees felt so refreshing. Well, it would if not for one small detail. Or rather three...

"Come on guys! Stop smoking! The back stinks like sewage!"

In spite of that, neither Sanzo,nor Gojyo and a girl sitting between the Kappa and the Monkey boy paid any attention to Gokus whinning. It has been few weeks since Sotona Belial,more commonly known as "Berry", joined the four men. It was a pure accident that the Sanzo Ikkou stammbled upon the peculiar girl as she was fighting off quite a large group of youkai. Gojyo and Hakkai insisted they can't leave a girl in a situation like this. Sanzo was strongly against any delays. However, when he noticed the girls strange way of fighting using two spinning metal fans attached with wires to her gloves,even Sanzo became interested.

Now the girl was trying to get the unruly strands of her hair out of her face to avoid getting her hair burned. Again. She ruffled the short hair at the back of her head and put out the bud of her cigarrette in a small closed ashtray which she kept in her backpack.

"Don't be man Goku."she smiled apologetically hugging the boy playfully.

"Hey,how come I don't get a hug?!?" Gojyo protested.

"Maybe she doesn't want to hug perveted dirty Kappa's so that not to make them even more perveted?"

"Why you stupid monkey!-"

"Shut up! Both of you!" although that's what Sanzo said,he along with Hakkai had smirks plastered on their faces.

"Don't worry Goku,we'll be in the next town in a few minutes. Then we can put them in one room and enjoy some fresh air."

"You want to die,Hakkai?" Sanzo spat. "Besides,there's no way he and she are alone in the same room."

"Why Sanzo?" Goku asked clueless.

"Because she is an insolent woman with no restrain when it comes to drinking and he is a lecher. They together and alone would results in in one more pest to handle in nine months time. That's WHY."

All of them laughed as the town came into view. Last night they were camping so Sotona was more then glad to welcome a warm bed. However,even if she was forced to sleep on a damp cold ground with only a blanket,she didn't mind doing it again. The reason was very simple. Goku,Gojyo and Hakkai were afraid Berry would get sick easily being as skinny as she was. So the latter two,in order to keep her warm,snuggled to her on each side of her. Goku had some objections for Gojyo sleeping next to Sotona,because he could touch her as much as he wanted then. That's when Hakuryuu earned Goku's gratefulness. The little dragon who usually also served as a means of transport lay himself on Sotona's chest encircling the strategic areas with his long tail and neck protectivly. At this Gojyo tried to give Hakuryuu the most scariest death glare he could but Sanzo brushed off the whole argument shooting in Gojyo's direction and saying he wants some sleep.

As the finaly stopped before an inn Gojyo and Goku started unpacking the Jeep,while Hakkai,Sanzo and Sotona went to register them.

"It would be nice if we could get one double room and one tripple." Hakkai said polietly.

The elderly man looked at the names of what seemed to be four brothers and a name of a girl written in katakana.

"And the lady will sleep with...?"

"Me." answered imidietly Hakkai giving an innocent smile.

"In our town it is not well looked upon for a young maiden and a gentleman to sleep in one room..."

"But it's alright for a newly wed couple like us,right?" Hakkai lied smoothly.

"Heh?" the man looked at the two and back at the register "But..."

"I kept my maidens name for 'artistic' reasons" Sotona stepped in imideitly and affectionately took Hakkai's hand in hers hoping Gojyo won't see it and cause an uproar.

"You're a poet,ma'am?"

"No,I write books about history."

"Oh? That's so nice! What is your speciatily?"

"Wars in Europe."

"What's "Europe"?"

""Europe"...is a land...very far away in the West." she answered not really knowing how to approach the topic "So can we have the keys to our rooms now?"

"Y-yes,of course. Here you go." the elderly man handed the keys to the girl. "You can have dinner in the tavern on the other side of the street. They serve delicious regional cuisine. And everything best on your new way of life." the man turned to Hakkai "You are truely a lucky fellow. To have such a pretty and intelligent wife!"

"Thank you." Hakkai and Sotona said at the same time sealing the man's believe of the being newly-wed.





The five of them sat in the bigger room with three beds to discuss the situation making sure Goku doesn't spill the beans.

"Say what?!? You two?!? Wht did you pick him?!?"

"Goku is too young and Sanzo is a priest." explained Sotona laughing a bit sheeplishly.

"And what about me?!?"

"Gojyo," spoke Hakkai calmly trying to pacify his friend. "Sotona-san is a forigner. It's easier to pull that kind of stunt with me,because not many recognize my power-limiters as more then a decoration."

"So?!?"

"Listen idiot,a foreigner and a 'taboo child' would draw too much attention. We're getting closer to the source of this pluage so here the youkai's went bonkers sooner then elsewhere ans people are more suspisious. Got that?"

Everyone was silent. For them the fact that Gojyo was a half-breed had as little importance as the last years snow but they were also aware of the fact that most had other views on that. Sotona put her hand on the red-head's shoulder but he just brushed it of.

In the first days spent together it was obvious Gojyo and Berry somehow fitted together. Alcohol, cigarettes, fun loving nature, a bit reckless attitude. All this led them to an intimate situation about a week ago and strangely Gojyo seemed quite willing to keep up the acquaintanceship with Berry,who,although could annoy him sometimes with her headstrongness and will for independence,was really a charming young girl. Her loudmouthnesswhinsicality and inquisitivity only added to her personal charm. Amoral at the first glance,she actualy had her own rules she'd never brake. Guys noticed that wherever they stopped,she always was the first to make many acquaintances. They were all very rectulant to let her go and there were always at least three or four people asking her to stay at their home town or village. She bought her way into Goku's heart with friendliness and protective attitude,into Hakkai's with her sweet smile and sometimes such sad eyes as if they saw all the wrongs in the world. Sanzo,who would never admit it of course, was immensly surprized on the second day after a lot of fidgeting and stealing peaks at him she finally asked if she could look at the paper he just finished reading.

"What for?" he asked warily almost imagining after witnessing her and Goku's friskiness she'd start making paper boats or hats out of his newspaper. She blined at him,her face surprized and answered:

"For reading." she blushed lightly adding "I love reading but books are to heavy to carry around in the backpack."

At hearing this Hakkai,who was preparing dinner at that time,got into a conversationwith her and her knowledge amazed both the former teacher as well as the priest. Her 'cute mode' was constanly on when then they met and lasted for few days until she snapped at Goku for some random thing,so her kid-like image didn't fit at first to her witts. Only later did they learned she can change in a matter of minutes form kind to sickingly cute and next to furious. After this Sanzo decided there must be more to her then meets the eye and they made it a habit that she went to fetch him cigarettes in exchange for a newspaper.




At the moment Gojyo was very angry but knew they were right. Hakkai was presentable;and when he and Sotona collaborated they could calm and tame any tavern and inn owner. Sotona was even able to get large discounts for them with which Sanzo was very pleased.

Just then a pretty maid brought a tray with tea for them. Sotona immediately came up to the girl who couldn't be more then eighteen and helped her set the cups with steaming herbal liquid.

"On no,you don't have to do that,ma'am!" the girl protested as Sotona was handing one of the cups to Sanzo.

"It's okay. I bet you have a lot of work to do,yet you still were so kind." Berry smiled warmly blowing at her tea to cool it a bit.

"It's nothing ma'am. Besides you look like you travel a lot and I guessed you could use a cup of tea."

"That was a pretty good guess."

"That's good." the girl said smiling brightly. "Then I'll leave you now. If I might suggest something,the tavern should be less crowded in an about an hour,so then's the best time to dine there if that's what you intend."

"You're a life saver." Berry laughed to the other girl imagining how angry Sanzo would be if he had to wait to get a table.

As the maid shut the door behind her and her footsteps died in the corridor Hakkai laughed.

"Sotona-san,I see you are spreading your charm already."

"I just think it's handy to keep good relations with the locals. Okay,I'm of to the shower."

"But your tea..."

"It's fine, Goku." I prefer my tea lukewarm or cold. My mouth is just too damn fragile."

Gojyo smirked scratching the back on his head but he was prevented from commenting by Sotona's warning look that evidently said: 'Say one word and it's you and your hand tonight.'

Once Upon A Broken Heart 1 ***Saiyuki*** /Sha Gojyo Love Story/

The night passed peacefully. Well albeit for Gojyo. For few days now, Hakuryuu insisted on sleeping on Sotonas pillow and that night he positioned himself between Sotonas and Gojyos joined beds preventing the latter one from doing anything. Though, you have to give it to the red-head,he persistantly tried to shove the little dragon away so that he could gain access to his lover,still it was to no avail. As Hakkai and Sotona got up they noticed Gojyo was already awake and pissed off,while Hakuryuu,as soon as Sotona came back from the bathroom fully dressed, draped himself around her neck making sweet noises.

"I bet your happy with yourself you little flying lizard."spat Kappa glaring at the pet.

"Gojyo,don't speak like that to Hakuryuu."

"Hakkai! You saw what the little bastard did,didn't you!?"

"Well,you can't blame him." Hakkai chuckled "Both of you are quite fond of Soton-san."

"Hakkai?..."

"Yes,Sotona-san?"

"When will you adress me 'Berry'?"

"But-"

"No 'but's'. We sleep in the same rooms,we eat together. We practicaly spend 24 hours together. The least you can do is call me "Berry",like everyone else."

"Alright.If you insist that much,Berry-san."

Sotona grunted but smiled. She knew that skipping the honorifics was to early for him.

"Berry!"the door burst open with cheerful Goku barging in. The boy dashed to the young woman and hugged her so tightly she could hardly breath earing angry hisses from the little dragon which bared it's neddle like fangs. "What's wrong Hakuryuu?"

"I think he doesn't want you to get to close to Berry-san,Goku."

"Huh? Why?"

"The shrimp monopolizes her."Gojyo intruded still eyeing angerly the dragon.

Hakuryuu in the meantime started rubbing his head against Sotonas cheek affectionatly. The girl petted him and carefully untangled him from around her neck.

"I like you too,Hakuryuu,but you're strangling me a bit,you know."

The dragon swiftly changed his position so that he sat on Sotonas shoulders like a stole while still maintaing his cosy and warm spot.

"Move you idiots. Breakfast and we're leaving. Anyone who wants to stay behind is fine with me." spoke Sanzo,who watched the whole scene leaning at the door frame.

"Hai Sanzo." the others mumbled as all five went down to eat their meal.